but I know that you will.

I'm so sorry that everything is pitch fucking black and awful for you right now; your poor sister, your poor family, and aw, baby, you.

If I lived in town, I'd at least be able to bring you a pizza or take you for a drive somewhere, but I'm sure you've got people nearby who would be glad to give you a shoulder to cry on-- or punch, if that's what you need.

Take care of yourself as best you can.