why today sucks

So, okay, now that I am done being incredibly self-pitying -- um, and done crying and threatening to punch people in the face. You guys, why do emotions suck so much? I hate emotions. They are stupid -- anyway. I'm done. I'm still HORRIBLY DISAPPOINTED AND SAD but at least the iced tea and cake is making me feel better.

( cut for continuing emo sadhair )

anyway. that was the sadhair. :(