dramarama

so i know i have been complete crap at responding to comments, but it's been kind of crazy and i've mostly been avoiding home for the past 3 weeks.

good news! have been approved for a mortgage! am working with real estate lady to find feasible place that is not ghetto to live! Am v. v. v. nervous about this!

bad news: there is drama tonight with my sister (prompted by my mom) where i have to defend my not being home because I'm "killing mom" with my absence. never mind that my mom a) called me a dirty whore, b) said she didn't want me around, c) that I was a failure, and d) basically said she would rather me not pay bills/rent so she could dictate what i could and could not do. Which prompted me not being home. Fun times. I pretty much dread the concept of going home and/or talking to any member of my family so much that I feel like I'm going to hurl and also I am cold. Bleh.

So. That is the state of the me.

also on the good news front: NEW BUTCH WALKER ALBUM TOMORROW YAY YAY YAY.