vexation

[mimesere]

1) My stereo does not work, so either I have to listen to my clock radio to enjoy KROQ of the 90s or I have to stream it off the website. Neither of these things makes me happy.

2) A conversation:

Me: "Hi, Mom."
Mom: "What kind of person are you that you don't come to me and say, 'Why don't we go to the cemetary today?' Everyone else's daughter takes their mother. She had no flowers. Everyone else had flowers. If I did not go, she would have no flowers. You have all forgotten her."
Me: "Bye, Mom."
Mom: "Where are you going? Up to your room? I don't see what your room has that you spend so much time there."
Me: (not out loud, thank god) "...it isn't so much what it *has* as what it doesn't have."

3) I still feel stupid.

All in all, not the shiniest day ever.

Comments

[halfacork.livejournal.com]

Oh honey.

I can't do anything abouot the rest but let me assure you, you are no where near stupid.

[coffeeandink.livejournal.com]

I hug you!

You are not stupid and you are not a bad person.

[arallara.livejournal.com]

Man, I am so sorry. I am definitely crossing my fingers for the best opportunity to move out on your own sooner rather than later, my dear.

[norabombay.livejournal.com]

Argh. You are stuck in a bad situation. I can't offer any constructive advice to solve it. But you are not the stupid one.

[mimesere.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* You are awesome and doing a lot just by being here.

[mimesere.livejournal.com]

I hug you back! Like this: *hugs*!

And it's funny, but I am not so much *upset* by today as I am just...really annoyed by it. I know better! I should not let it get to me, and yet it does. And that, in turn, leads to my high annoyance factor. Grar.

You, however, are totally keen :)

[mimesere.livejournal.com]

It won't be for a while, but it is on the (far-distant) horizon, and that is a good thing.

*mwah*

[mimesere.livejournal.com]

*hugs* It is just...crappy and frustrating and makes me go arrrgh a lot.

[halfacork.livejournal.com]

I wish I could be there more phsyically but BAH, one day off is not nearly enough! It gets so full!

...or I'm sick.

One day, even if its three and half years from now, we will have pancakes.

[wemblee.livejournal.com]

:(

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