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i'm thirty years old. you'd think my mom could stop making me cry by now.
100% TRUFAX (all yesterday):
voicemail 1: why don't you answer your phone, you never answer your phone, etc etc etc.
voicemail 2: second verse, same as the first.
my voicemail to my mom: hey mom, i'm just returning your call. Give me a cal back.
today:
phone call: incoherent screaming about how she's not my slave.
IDEK you guys. I feel like the worst daughter in the world, 'cause, I'm just so tired of talking to her and we haven't been able to be civil to each other for longer than like two weeks and I'm tired of crying every time she calls because she stresses me out and I kind of don't want to invite her to the wedding because goddammit that's MY day and I'm afraid she'll just ruin it somehow. On the other hand, she's my mom and I love her.
Ugh feelings. They're stupid and squishy.
100% TRUFAX (all yesterday):
voicemail 1: why don't you answer your phone, you never answer your phone, etc etc etc.
voicemail 2: second verse, same as the first.
my voicemail to my mom: hey mom, i'm just returning your call. Give me a cal back.
today:
phone call: incoherent screaming about how she's not my slave.
IDEK you guys. I feel like the worst daughter in the world, 'cause, I'm just so tired of talking to her and we haven't been able to be civil to each other for longer than like two weeks and I'm tired of crying every time she calls because she stresses me out and I kind of don't want to invite her to the wedding because goddammit that's MY day and I'm afraid she'll just ruin it somehow. On the other hand, she's my mom and I love her.
Ugh feelings. They're stupid and squishy.